Hey..which ever year you reading this.

Hey Chris,

How are you recently? Still feeling awful like you were on this date you wrote this? Have you gotten a boyfriend? Don't tell me you are getting married or having babies...you hate babies you remember? Where have you been? You've been so busy that you never come and say hi to me. Is been a long time...very very long time ago..since your last chat with me....

Well, you know yourself well, if you are not feeling emotional, you wouldn't log in to this blog...perhaps you've forgotten how you feel during this night when you were typing this now.
You felt awful. Yes, very awful that you told your friend you were having a piece of mind that you might need a beer. You've been using beer a lot since you pass your eighteen. Whenever you feel bad, you would try to grab a beer. You know, you were so used to get lots of friends online and you put them at a very high rank in your heart that once you lose them you lose yourself. You thought that you were fine ..even when you were typing this at that time...you thought that you forgot them, those who walk away from your circle...willingly or silently.. you still miss that guy you might be couple with or I should say you've been to the level of inside his heart? Whatever. You still miss that guy you think you guys can be friend like at least until you visit his country, the guy that wakes you up last semester during you Diploma using his own voice, that guy that gift you an Iphone which you can't even use it. You miss them so well you know, but you tried so hard to forget them..too hard.

You were so stupid during these olden days, are you being more matured right now? I believed you did. Stop being so forgetful in many things and try being forgetful at certain things. Eat better, stay healthier, be happier. Do whatever you thing you wanna do. Go ahead. These memories will be here forever...Live happier. Go girl, I know you can and I believed you can.

Sincerely,
Chris.
2015-09-15

Tired Stress Sad

2014-3-17

I'm tired, I'm sad and I'm stress...
I messed up all my stuff...
I just want someone to be with me....
I'm tired to be alone...
I'm stress to be alone...
I'm sad to be alone...
Can you be my friend...
That I can talk to?
Can you be my friend...
That I can lean on?
Can you be my friend...
That will always here
When I need you?

部落格

部落格
一个守护着太多的太多的秘密
却也同时
不经意地把秘密凉出来
的地方

这里住了许多开心的
不开心的事
突然想到了
就会上来写写
不定时
不定格式
然而
写下的
有多少是想被永远留下记忆的
又有多少是
根本不敢再碰触
的伤

有时
上来偷窥他人的部落格
也上来看看这曾经
留下的东西
却不经意的
避开了
不可碰触的伤
不想打开的回忆
真的是不经意
还是
躲避

这里
永远不懂
谁会进来看一看
晃一晃
也许
是从不认识的
也许
是和自己一样
默默地关注着
也许
某天
这些都会消失
也许
全世界都懂
也许
他在嘲笑
也许
他在嘲讽
也许
也许

曾经
问了一个蛮好的朋友
为何不再更新部落格
得到的回应
却是
不要把伤把痛都扒开让别人看
因为
世上关心你的人
真的不多
在你伤口撒盐的人
却是排着长龙

那些年

那些年，我十五岁。
那些年，我成绩不断下跌。
那些年，我掉了班。
那些年，我顶撞的老师。
那些年，我参加的华乐。
那些年，我在班上睡的觉。
那些年，我的朋友。
那些年，我癫的日子。
那些年，我喜欢的人。

那些年，我十六岁。
那些年，我升的班。
那些年，我的旧朋友。
那些年，我吵的架。
那些年，我假装不在乎的人。
那些年，我的生日派对。
那些年，我考的试。
那些年，我玩的游戏。
那些年，我开的玩笑。

那些年，我十七岁。
那些年，我掉的班。
那些年，我喜欢的人。
那些年，我讨厌的人。
那些年，我离开的人。
那些年........

long time didn't come to update my blog

so, let's update before my trip to italy

tonite gonna have a performance at pgs hall

just hope everything move correctly <3

tomorrow i'll be taking a flight to rome!

this year christmas will be an unforgetable christmas!

so after the trip i'll upload some photo!

bye =)

爱的理想对象

每回和朋友谈关于爱情

总是一副不在乎的样子

其实心里很渴望吧？

对爱情充满撞景吧？

可是却因为身边的种种

而对爱情抱有不信任的感觉。。

所以

若有一天

有那么一位不幸爱上这位女孩

请确保你能做到以下几点：

1. 她需要自由，相信你也一样，恋爱对她来说并不意味黏在一块。

2.她需要朋友，而世界上只有男和女，所以不要阻止她交男性朋友，她的女性一面永远只属于你。

3.她只需简单的爱，能让她感到安全就行。

4.出轨不会得到原谅，除非她永远都不懂。

不多

但若你不行就别爱上她。

2011-7-15

好久没上来啦，都铺满灰咯。

上来写写吧，又没舍可写滴，都怪我不是大美女，没有一般美女的待遇，也没艳遇可写。

今天就来写写生活上的变化吧！

首先，恭喜我的两位朋友～在一起咯！！！

喜事完了，就到我的苦差呗！

×老师啊×老师，你能不能就高抬贵手，放我一条生路啊！！

我这才华呀，我可是想埋没了许久啊！！您就别再挖掘了呗！

上星期五起，我那美好滴星期五就没了，

换来的是一连串的学习....

四点补习到六点

六点练琴

六点半钢琴班到八点

八点补习到九点半

真神啊！！！！

唉，忙呆啦！