Hey..which ever year you reading this.

Hey Chris,

How are you recently? Still feeling awful like you were on this date you wrote this? Have you gotten a boyfriend? Don't tell me you are getting married or having babies...you hate babies you remember? Where have you been? You've been so busy that you never come and say hi to me. Is been a long time...very very long time ago..since your last chat with me....

Well, you know yourself well, if you are not feeling emotional, you wouldn't log in to this blog...perhaps you've forgotten how you feel during this night when you were typing this now.
You felt awful. Yes, very awful that you told your friend you were having a piece of mind that you might need a beer. You've been using beer a lot since you pass your eighteen. Whenever you feel bad, you would try to grab a beer. You know, you were so used to get lots of friends online and you put them at a very high rank in your heart that once you lose them you lose yourself. You thought that you were fine ..even when you were typing this at that time...you thought that you forgot them, those who walk away from your circle...willingly or silently.. you still miss that guy you might be couple with or I should say you've been to the level of inside his heart? Whatever. You still miss that guy you think you guys can be friend like at least until you visit his country, the guy that wakes you up last semester during you Diploma using his own voice, that guy that gift you an Iphone which you can't even use it. You miss them so well you know, but you tried so hard to forget them..too hard.

You were so stupid during these olden days, are you being more matured right now? I believed you did. Stop being so forgetful in many things and try being forgetful at certain things. Eat better, stay healthier, be happier. Do whatever you thing you wanna do. Go ahead. These memories will be here forever...Live happier. Go girl, I know you can and I believed you can.

Sincerely,
Chris.
2015-09-15